if only i had known....

if only i had known what to do, but it's not in the books, or the blogs, or the forums.

for two nights we have been up crying, playing, screaming, crying some more, the ear infection has been a nightmare for all parties involved.

finally after watching freestyle skiing for an hour at 3 am, he found the place he wanted to be.

a place i never would have placed him in a million years.

he flipped and he flopped and squirmed his way out of my arms, down to my feet, where he nuzzled himself into the crook of my foot. where he finally strung together 3 hours of sleep.

if only i had known thats where he wanted to be... i would have made it happen earlier